I ma so confused and conflicted and everything unsure right now, I have never been so…. infused with the grey area that I’m baffled by my own indecisiveness…. What am I going to do with myself.

Ah, I need a hobby. That’s right. MORE ART! Though lately I cannot even begin to clear my head with my usual tediums such as running in the morn, and maybe making more art would suffice.

Honestly the only thing I can get away with my mind is……. probably sewing.

Sewing projects, anyone? I’d like to make a dress again. 

I just need to be a little more confident … It’s not easy, however, When you’re stuck thinking that you don’t deserve one good bit in your life? I’ve realized the many things I could have been.. But now I can be.

I’ll be 22 in 29 days… Time flies fast…. 

Uhhh pebblez

Had an all-nighter last night. By 1AM Tue fatigue it me a little bit so I played with one on my pieces for my final dress :P

My final dress is finally coming together…. Phew. 70% done!

CHANEL Rouge COCO shine in parfait :)